update

I've been away for a few days. Within that time my computer decided to crash or something (go figure it's a Dell), but I'm not worrying about it right now. I worked all weekend and then came to Auburn to hang out with Brent. Of course it was a lot of fun, we went to Tuscaloosa to go see Sarah & Zach. It felt like I spent the entire day of Sunday on the road. Fun times, fun times.

I'm always thinking, whether intentionally or not, my brain is always cooking. Lately I've been really putting some thought into where my life is at right now. I'm happy for the most part. I feel like I've really grown a tremendous amount, even within the last month. I feel free and it's great. But at the same time, I've begun to wonder am I doing a little too much, enjoying life a little too much??? My weekends have been filled with partying, meeting new people, etc. And all of those things are great, but without moderation I think we can become excessive without realizing. It's just kind of hitting me that perhaps I should slow down because I'm going a little too fast.

I am so happy with the friendship I have with Brent. I've never felt so supported and understood in my life. Literally, within a month I've become closer to him than I have with anyone else. I know a lot of people think it's a bad thing to have things happen so instantly, and I can't even blame them for thinking it. All I can say in response to how things have worked out is I know what's going on, and it's indescribeable. Within this whirlwind month I've really come to see and appreciate honesty. There's nothing friends can't work through if both people are just honest...no cover-ups, or trying to hide. Just plain honesty, at all costs.

Tomorrow morning I return back to work after having two days off (unheard of huh?) For once I'm not looking forward to it. There's been a lot of drama with a co-worker that is affecting all of us, I think none of us really want to be there until it's all resolved. Come what may, I'll still be there ready for whatever the day holds.