The last few days I've had to stop. Literally stop and think about what I want. Nothing in this world compares to serenity. That place is so incredible --when you're happy with your life, no matter how intense some of your personal circumstances/problems may be. You still have the feeling of knowing, no matter what you'll be alright. How great it is to not care what people say and think about you. In all the thinking I've done, I saw that somewhere along the way I got away from living that way. I want to be free of all the nothingness that won't matter in the end anyway. I've made up in my mind that I'm done with certain people and situations. If a person is going to continually make you unhappy, why waste time trying to fix something that can't be fixed. Relationships always involve more than one person, so one person can't fix everything, it takes team work. I'm burnt out with fighting an uphill battle with pointless individuals who thrive off of drama and confusion. I'm going back to that place of serenity that I know I should live in. Peace, peace, & more peace...until I can't take it anymore.
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