Better days

Life is very blah right now. Trying to keep my head above water. Every door that holds a blessing behind it seems to slam in face. I'm just extremely frustrated right now. And I know I should be off somewhere alone gathering my thoughts, but I feel the need to vent! I feel like no matter much of a good or decent person I am, it doesn't matter. I'm tired of sitting around watching those who have hurt or used me get lavished in blessing after blessing. Lord I just want a break in this storm. A break for me to regain my strength. But as Janet Jackson once sang "sometimes life just isn't fair, so why complain nobody cares".