I'm learning that sometimes the end of a thing can be a blessing. At the end of my life I want to know that I did what I felt was right. No matter what others have to say. Over the last couple of days I've given some thought to how I handled myself Saturday. It really wasn't something I am proud of. I did feel compelled to make amends for my childish behavior. So I contacted the person to apologize for all the things I did wrong. At the time I kind of felt like maybe the friendship could be saved. But after talking tonight, I see that they're only interested in blaming their personal problems on me. And that's a lot for me to chew on, being that I had no idea I was making them "lean" one way or the other. I think everyone has a free choice and will to do as they please. I've decided I don't want to be "friends" with someone who is going to put the burden of blame on me for decisions they've made.
Sometimes it's better to just move on and accept it'll never be the same.
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