deja vu

Back again...trying to figure out where to begin.  I get the feeling that I might be allowing myself to be used...again.  Story of my life, right???  I wish things could continue to go the way they've been going for me.  Unfortunately that is not reality.  I am still very much happy because I'm in a really good place in my life.  Things have finally come full circle for me.  But I can't really ignore the signs that I've seen before.  I'll do anything to not relive the pain of this summer.  That was a real learning experience for me.  An experience I only have to go through once.

I can't help but feel like I'm watching a car wreck take place in slow motion.  I've seen all of this before.  I think part of my problem is that I always tend to give 110% in any of my friendships/relationships and I only expect 50% from everyone else.  Perfect recipe for disaster huh???  Time for some restructuring to begin.