Protective mode

Monday was a really good day for me.  I'm just now finding the time to write about it.  I really enjoyed my therapy session.  I feel like I'm breaking ground in getting back to the basics in life.  I've thrown myself back into work harder than ever.  That can always be a good or bad thing.  For now, it's what is working for me.  I can't worry about much else when I walk behind those doors because there are much more important things to focus on.  Thank God for my job.  Sometimes I think it serves as therapy for me too.  This blog seems to indicate that I'm not happy, which isn't the case.  I've found myself kinda in 'protective' mode because I learned a lifetime worth of lessons from all the drama of this summer, and I want to make sure I don't go through that again.  In retrospect I don't even really know how I made it through that dark place, because I was clearly out of it.  I thank those who actually stuck it out and dealt with me during that insane time.  Wow, what a weird time.

Once again, within the last week I've met someone else that I really click with.  But I'm taking my time in getting to know this person.  I just want to be happy and be around people who get me somewhat.  So I'm not saying too much about this...until the friendship grows.  I've learned not to jump the gun by spilling too many details too early on :)