Regrouping

I had a much better day today. In fact it's been the best day since last Saturday. I am so fortunate to have such devoted clients. Very special people who see my heart for the job. Today one of those clients in particular really made my day. She wrote one of the nicest letters I've ever received giving her opinion of my service to her family & pets. On those dark days filled with loneliness I draw strength from those sentiments. I am still spending a lot of time alone, not because of the bitter person who tried to ruin me. I am spending time alone because I believe when someone attempts to weaken you by interfering with something you love you must fight full force. Once that fight is over you must regroup and level yourself again. In the midst of ciaos it's easy to "lose sight" of who we are. You become so consumed with the ensuing battle. Now that I've come out victorious I am now reflecting on all that happened. I have no question in my head that this person will (again) at some point try to attack me. And I must be ready. Evil malicious people operate that way; lurking and waiting to take you by surprise when they think you've let your guard down. I find it troubling to have met someone with such an inferiority complex that they would stoop to such low levels. Luckily I didn't start playing that game, because I know "karma is a bitch"...and no matter what we think, payback comes to those who are due.

Now the state of mind I'm in is relaxation. I fought the enemy. I have been so consumed with remaining focused that I've but abandoned life. I haven't been returning calls, email, text; that just isn't me. It's physically draining in situations like this. Give me a few days and I'll return to normal, just let me re coop. Thank God the weekend is only hours away:)

Good night all,
Antonio