I wish you well

I feel much better since my post about backstabbing 'friends'. I'm fine with the situation now. It still stinks to have someone lie on me. Now that I've had time to think about the situation, I'm not surprised by this persons careless actions towards me. She's doesn't exist in my world anymore. I ended our 'friendship' when I left the ever criticizing group of mentally unstable members of Faith Christian Center.

Getting involved with that group of 'Christians' nearly ended my life. It practically makes me want to vomit when I look back at how foolishly blind and manipulated I was during those years of trying to fit in with that group. Of course when you're never truly accepted you always feel like an outsider, even if you put on a front as though everything is fine. To be completely honest, those years felt like prison. I should have known better than to ever give Meghan a chance at friendship again. But whatever, it's all my fault. Bad judgement on my part....either way, I'm free from that group and will never become involved in a situation like again. I chose to turn away from everyone of them and for good reason. I can only wish them well from this point.

I know that I know
I have had God's help to this very day
And so I stand here and testify to small and great alike
So the more you curse me
The more you're blessing me
I wish you well...